The Unimaginable

Walking across a desert

Pumping plasma from underneath your veins
To make it work for the bills
You kill to feel anything at all
Then you call and listen to the only voice that makes sense anymore

I have been hiding the score
So you wouldn't notice who is really losing inside
These pale white lies
They are corroding and messing with my life

I kept you in the dark for some time
And borrowed all of your clothes
To cover our differences it drove me to a kitchen sink
Where I bled to always know that we were always different

Two not in the same one
Mathematics drove to the gun
To a brink of insanity and plea for your love
I lost my dignity and couldn't make it up

No longer living in the other room
I take refuge in the sky
Another kind of blue view
I can remember our love from on high

And I still roam these old streets
Thinking of what could have been
If I was much kinder back then
We would have been able to go through the unimaginable

Oh when there was a when, I can still see you
Sometimes walking across the desert