Oceans & Light

I am a weird extrovert
Thinking introvertly inside my mind
I can't fathom a reply
To the message you sent me
While I was busy thinking iffy
Lately been changing the simulation
To tweak my attention focus
90% of the feeling to the subconscious
Options of how I came here
Slipping in and out of the fear
Of things I cannot control
I can't even hold my own
Enough to research my soul
On the outside thinking how did
Spring get so cold?
How did I suddenly become 25 years old
How when a love so bold
Can make you feel so low
And more importantly... Which way should I go?
Clouding the day with a senseless play
On words and emotions, we stay moving like
Monterey Oceans ~
Trying to feel and find
The secrets in our hearts that hide over time
All the treasure of light
All the treasure of light
All the treasure reveals herself just before night
Falls unto us all, let it be known and let the good might
Be found inside, in the everlasting light